So, I’ve been missing for a while, but there is a good reason behind it!
We had our second baby! This labor was completely different than Greyson’s labor.
Here’s how it went down.
I was miserable the last few weeks of pregnancy.
My whole pregnancy, I measured ahead, belly wise and baby wise. With Greyson, I gained 45 lbs., this pregnancy I only gained 30, but I was 10000x more uncomfortable. I was allllll belly!
In addition to having a big measuring baby, I also was diagnosed with polyhydramnios, and consistently had excess amniotic fluid. So, you can imagine that my belly was large and in charge.
At one point, I was asked if I was having more than one baby. I was not very happy.
Anyways, I was miserable. I had terrible acid reflux (which I had to take Zantac to control), this baby boy lived in my rib cage, which made any position uncomfortable, I was chasing around a toddler all day, I was an emotional wreck because I was so ready to be done with being pregnant.
At my 32-week ultrasound, our baby boy weighed in at 5 lbs. 14 oz., Greyson measured that at 34 weeks, so he was ahead of the game. We had another ultrasound at 36 weeks, where he was measuring 8 lbs. 8 oz., which was 6 oz. bigger than Greyson was at birth! We were told to expect a baby between 9-10 lbs. if the ultrasound was right, but we were also informed that ultrasound could be off by up to 1 lb. Everyone thought that the ultrasound must be off.
So, at my 39 week appointment, we scheduled induction for 10/26, the day before my due date. I was only at 1 cm, high, and thick. Unfortunately, on Monday, the doctor called me and told me that because I wasn’t dilated enough, the hospital rejected my induction. I cried. I bawled. I was very upset. So, we changed and scheduled induction for 10/28, we would go in 10/27 at 8 pm. Throughout the week, I noticed that I had (totally TMI, I know) my bloody show coming out.
We were all in the midst of battling nasty colds, but decided on Wednesday (10/26) night to take Greyson trick-or-treating in town, since we didn’t have much time left as just the 3 of us!
I texted my mom at 9:30 p.m., and said “Wouldn’t it be funny if my water broke?”. Apparently the coughing from the cold did the trick. Because Thursday, 10/27, at 1:45 in the morning, I slowly woke up to change positions again and felt a small trickle. I asked my husband to turn the lights on, because I thought my water broke. He jumped from his sleep and was asking me if I was kidding. I sat up and felt a huge gush of water, so I ran (more like waddle running) to the bathroom to grab a towel. Yep, it was definitely my water! So, we called my parents, who came to stay with Greyson for the night. We headed into the hospital after calling the doctor.
When we got to the hospital, I was 2 cm., 80% effaced, and -3 station. We waited on/off for contractions until they started pitocin at 6:45 am. I did my breathing techniques as long as I could. They came in a lot to up the pitocin. I ended up getting stadol when I was 4.5 cm, which only worked for about an hour. When I got rechecked, they said I was 5-6 cm, so I asked for the epidural.
Here’s the worst part of my story. I was getting the epidural, when the anesthesiologist accidentally nicked the sac of cerebrospinal fluid and it started leaking. So, he had to pick a different spot on my back to re-do the epidural. Once that one was in place, it was heaven. I couldn’t feel anything except mild pressure from the contractions. But, then he explained that I might get a headache from the leaking fluid. If that happened, I would need a blood patch, which you’ll hear about later. The baby didn’t respond well to the epidural, I needed the oxygen mask the rest of my labor. I had to flip back and forth constantly to keep his heart rate up. I was scared because of his heart rate dipping, plus my blood pressure was down to 80/50 at one point. They said it was normal because of the epidural.
I waited and waited and waited. I had a ton of pressure down below, but was only 7 cm. I wanted to cry from the pressure, because I felt ready to push, but it wasn’t time yet. I had trembles from the epidural so bad that my teeth were chattering. Time passed slowly and my doctor was supposed to leave at 5, but she stayed. I was so lucky to have the amazing doctor that I did. She stayed and did paperwork while I waited to finish dilating. She came in at 6:40p.m. to check me. When I heard her say, “Let’s have a baby, his head is right there!”, I think I wanted to cry tears of joy.
She suited up, we had the nurses in the room, we were all ready! I had to push hard for him, I could feel a lot more pressure this time around, especially when he came out. It wasn’t painful, but I could feel that I had to push longer and harder to get him out when the contractions came. But, with 3 contractions and 7 minutes total, I pushed him out. Baby Ethan Andre was born at 6:52p.m.
It was amazing, looking at his face when they put him up on me. Throughout the pushing, I heard the nurses say, “That’s a big baby! Look at those cheeks!”. He came out grunting! He didn’t cry much, he just made this adorable grunting noise. My mom asked my doctor, “What do you think he weighs?”, her response, “I think this might be close to 10 lbs!”
Normally, they wait until 2 hours after delivery to weigh the baby because they want the mom to have skin to skin, but no one could wait with our big boy. He was 10 lbs. 1 oz, 21 inches long!
So, the ultrasound was not off! We had a big baby! I pushed 10 lbs. out in 7 minutes. He did his damage and re-tore my second degree tear from my first labor, which needed to be all stitched up again.
The real hard part came after labor.
It was after 9 p.m., when my husband went to finally go pick up some food (having not eaten any solids since dinner the day beforehand). I ended up needing another bag of pitocin because of the bleeding.
I tried to sleep, while they took the baby to the nursery. I still had the trembles, I felt nauseous, and my back was in a ton of pain.
They had just brought the baby back to our room, my husband tried to feed me some french toast he picked up from Perkins. Two bites in, I couldn’t do it. I told the nurse I felt like I was going to be sick, she left to get anti-nausea medication.
But it was too late and I got sick twice all over the floor. She came back and checked my temperature, it was 101.8. I felt better after getting sick and she told me I should try to get a shower so I could go down to the postpartum room. I tried sitting in the shower, but I couldn’t move my back, I couldn’t twist or bend because of the pain and the water was freezing. I sat there for about 3 minutes before having my husband help me out. I couldn’t walk down to the postpartum room, I had to be wheeled down.
I got into the bed and cried from the amount of pain in my back. I literally couldn’t move. The one nurse had brought baby Ethan in to breastfeed, but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t turn to feed him, because of my back. We ended up having them give him formula. They gave me pain medications to help. The anesthesiologist came in a few times to check on me, as did my doctor, and they were amazed by the amount of pain I was in. I had a huge migraine headache when I was anywhere close to sitting up and I was mainly laying flat on my back. I needed to be on a muscle relaxer, pain medications, and an anti-inflammatory drug to be anywhere close to normal. By Saturday, we were hoping to be discharged, but I was still in bad shape. I ended up needing the blood patch, for which my anesthesiologist and another one came in as well.
What they needed to do was take 20 mL of blood from my arm (which is a lot!), they literally went back into the failed epidural spot, and put the blood in to help heal the spot a little faster. It seemed to have worked and we were discharged around 4:30 p.m. on Saturday. I felt great to be home. Until the medications wore off.
Sunday morning, I couldn’t move again. My back was in such pain, I couldn’t even get out of bed. I laid there and cried. It felt like every muscle in my back was pulled. My husband needed to go to the hospital to pick up a prescription for the pain medication, and I ended up being on the pain medication, the anti-inflammatory, and the muscle relaxer while I was at home. So, Sunday and Monday, I just laid in bed and slept. I couldn’t do anything. I felt so bad for my husband, who took care of our 19-month old and our newborn. I couldn’t do anything except breastfeed him. My husband would bring him to our bed, I would turn to my side (with a ton of help), and nurse him. My husband would take him back after he was done feeding. His latch was painful and he had hard time staying latched to nurse. I would just lay there and cry because I felt like crap, I couldn’t interact with my toddler or my newborn. It was not how I pictured it being. Monday, my husband ended up taking Ethan to his first doctor’s appointment, where we discovered he had a pretty bad tongue tie, which is why he had a harder time breastfeeding, which is getting snipped tomorrow. I couldn’t go, so I couldn’t have them assess his latch or anything.
My parents came over and helped him as much as they could. We were told that I might need another blood patch, because anytime I stood up, to use the bathroom, I felt a huge migraine come on and I felt lightheaded, even from just sitting up on the bed.
Tuesday was my turning point. I decided I couldn’t do it anymore. I finally got out of bed and stayed downstairs most of the day. I finally felt a little better. I couldn’t do much, but I at least sat downstairs. Wednesday, I felt a little better. It continued and now, at almost two weeks postpartum, I am finally feeling 90% better. My back is still sore and I am not allowed to lift over 10 lbs. (pretty much, I can lift Ethan), which is very hard considering Greyson is around 27 lbs. My husband has been going in to work late and coming home early. My parents have been over pretty much every day to help me out with both of the boys, considering I was down and out for a while!
I am so blessed to have their help and support, because I don’t know what we would have done without them. I am also blessed to have such an amazing husband, who took on a single parent role while I couldn’t do anything. I feel so lucky that I was able to recover fairly quickly, because the headache can last 4-6 weeks, but I don’t have it at all anymore. My back is still a little sore, but I may have broken the rules about not lifting my toddler a few times.
I am so lucky to have my boys.
And we are so lucky that we have another beautiful, healthy baby.
Welcome to the world, Ethan Andre.
You are so very loved.